I’m so proud of you. 2018 wasn’t easy, but here you are, thriving. Despite it all, the setbacks and the hardships, you made it. You’re here, you’re standing, and you’re prospering (even if that little voice in your head is telling you otherwise).
It wasn’t easy, was it? Breaking yourself off from situations that did not serve you, putting yourself and your happiness first. It was tough. But you did it, right? You promised yourself that, on that night bus last year, to this date. As the sites of Myeongdong glided by, you silently promised yourself to be better. Not in the scholastic sense, but in the general sense of self-love. You made a deal with yourself that no matter what, you would feel genuine, pure, organic happiness. Not the fleeting type–the tangible, ever-present variety.
That was the hardest part. Admitting that you needed to put yourself at the forefront, with your fragile little pisces heart, was a struggle in and of itself. Empathy comes naturally, and you know that brings you closer to those who are bound to tear you apart. But you’re stronger than you think, aren’t you? That scorpio sun comes out to play and tells the world “no–you can’t treat me this way”. You did exactly that and I can say with all honesty that you made the biggest step towards loving yourself that you’ve ever done.
I guess you could say the theme of this year was “love yourself”. It’s quite fitting, given your place in life, the artists that inspire you, and the friends that you surround yourself with. You learnt a lot from those 7 boys and their global message. Remember the power of 이사? Remember that day in February, clicking that repeat button and choosing that particular moment to make a 180 shift. God, I’m so happy you did. You’re irrevocably changed and it was that second that did it.
2018 wasn’t all bad though–it was also the year of life-long friends. That’s always the hardest part of breaking things off, isn’t it? The fear of loneliness? But the Universe is so wonderful in that way; just when you think you think you’re alone, they send the right person (or, in this case, people) at the right time. You are blessed with soulmates for friends who, despite the distance apart, will always be there for you. Always remember that, dear Scorpio.
Friends seem to follow you wherever you go, and even making the big decision to better yourself academically (and, you know, your love for BTS) led to even more new friendships back home. You met the perfect person to pursue your degree with, someone who gets you, is empathetic, and can share your struggles along the way. You also found your group, surrounded by a compassionate cancer, a sociable libra, and the taurus you can count on no matter what. Again, I say: you are so blessed.
2018 signalled doors closing, and even more opening. To top it all off, the reunion with the love of your life completed you. It was like the final piece of the puzzle. Everything came together, fell into place, and you are going into this new year whole and stronger than ever.
This coming year, have no fear. If you’ve learnt anything from these past 365 days around the sun, let it be that you are resilient and invincible. You have the capability to take on any lesson the Universe places in your path and you will come out grand, simply grand. Never forget this.
I love you so much, dearest Scorpio, and I know 2019 will be only a more prosperous continuation of 2018. Keep your chin and your standards up, love.
Happy new year,